Don't Close Your Eyes

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CRYSTAL is thankful to have finally graduated from the Raffles family in 2009.
She is not so ready to embark on the new phase of her life and she still enjoying bumming around.
If being a slacker is an occupation, she'd be a millionaire(:

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omg i wanna cry now.

screwed up big time.

huiwen hwee and i went ALL THE WAY to tht STUPID PLACE (i cannot bear to say the name) to take a picture for the SL project.

and what do i do?

I DELETED THE SINGLE LONE PICTURE THAT WE TOOK.

DELETED it. as in GONE FOREVER

i thought i transferred it to another file but apparently i didn't.

i sure as hell dun wanna go there and take pictures agn.

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
lin- for helping me ask some other people for help.
huiwen- who sed we can go there "to have some fun" agn
hwee- for graoning and moaning with me. and lamenting about my idiocy.

i am such idiot.

SIGH

I'M SORRY! i din mean to delete it . sobs

poooooooots :/

time is 12.56 am. officially a sunday.

which means tmr school reopens!

whooooooooooooots!

(note the sarcasm dripping from every "o")

i feel so ACCOMPLISHED!

lets review what i've done these hols shall we?

slept like pig past 12 every single day (unless when im going out tt is)
watched movies, movies and more movies
re read harry potter.
slacked online.
futile attempts to start individual components.
watched tv.
ate.
flushed my lens down the sink.

i am feeling more and more guilty by every second. shall do myself a favour and stop listing out stuff.

and the clock in my head is screwed such that im programmed not to sleep b4 2am and wake up b4 12pm.

sighhs. dunnoe how to describe how i feel. crapped up maybe. i daresay this holiday is the most FREE one yet. with no tuitions and all. kinda miss life last time. oh well but i shan't complain. ah well. really really miss the good ol days. WHICH remind me SANIAH, thanks for calling me an AHSOH in ur blog publicly. yes woman i appreciate tt very much. diao.

i hate changes.

Movie Review

Madagascar
disappointing. as it looked like it rocked on tv. plot was simple. guess it was supposed to appeal to kids. INTERESTING enough *we like to MOVE IT* cute lil uhm squirell? kinda cliche though. wasnt it the same with shrek? wads it with CUTE lil furry animals and their eyes? cute yes. plot wasnt given a proper ending though!
Over all rating : ***

Monster-in-law
a typical happy ever after. "war" between mother-in-law and wife is entertaining enough.
Over all rating : ***

Mr and Mrs. Smith:
draggy plot. but fighting scenes are great lots of action! great pairing too ((: and i liked the humour xp
Overall rating: ***

Batman
2.5 hr movie. action packed. fighting and gory scenes, which kinda makes it hard to understand what's going on at first. effects are good. humour present.
Over all rating: ****

Ice princess: appeals to ice skating maniacs and maybe uhm pre teens? a predictable disney movie with a nice ending though. oh yes and the skating's REAL cool.
Over all rating: ** and a half

right.

i have just realised everytime we go out, hwees the last one to arrive.

good point: at last when hwees in the picture, i don't get the evil eye from huiwen. hey not my fault the bus dun come right??

bad point: i don't eactly fancy waiting for half an hour.

you get the gist.

and she still had the nerve to complain tt we were too early and all the shops were closed. humph. okay fine. so there were closed. haha i din think when i suggested meeting at 9!

so the stupid bus broke down 3 times in the middle of the road. after numerous futile attempts at trying to start the bus, he gave up and shooed everyone out of 106 to take the nx bus.

dun wanna go back to school :/

fyi. jerry tan is a doctor tt our RS group is interviewing. not any secret internet romance whatsoever!

what were u thinking people?!

bloody PISSED.

lost my lens agn.

i am in deep deep doo doo.

dead. depressed. pissed.

WTH.

@#$%!&*()

i have come to the conclusion that fanglin does not have a sense a timing in her bone.

an HOUR LATE. me and isz reached first. den followed by serene.

hung around wisma den headed to taka to buy serenes beard papa. (we all got dougnuts too)

headed to cinelesure for arcade ( won the hand hockey thing twice ((:) almost wanted ot take neoprints but we decided not to

crossed the road to heeren where we spotted fiona xie and kym ng filming. heh. so preetayye.

ser realised she lost her doughnuts -.-''

ate at sake and felt bloated from green tea and sushi. crapped around. f-u-n.

and ser stank the whole neoprint machine with her feet

shopped at plaza sing with fang after the other2 left.

mann can that girl shop -.-''

went to meet my aunt and took a bus to gleaneagles.

tiring.

and i missed jerry tan's call. SIGH now i have to return call.

ayes. how did i end up being the one to speak to him anyway???

BLEHS.

whee. internet connection's up.

after 5 long days. how torturous.

and no tv in the living room too. tv man gonna come later to fix it up later.

in the mean time... only source of entertainment is the radio and the small tv in my parent's room and my mum refuses to let me sit on the new bed cause she thinks i'll dirty it. like -.-''

and a few books here and there. (im so bored tt im re reading hp5 ((:)

and we have no newspapers too. sighh. went to the clubhouse to read but guess what. they hv no life section. ah wells.

i'm bored

haha anyway.

ah bell rang. oo TV man is here. whee.

oh yeah

went to do math pt yesterday at wenyus hse. slacked half the time and crapped the other half.

we managed to do like 6 tables and graphs though. and answered a few questions. okay. one question. haha it was great progress alrdy okay!

haha hiked half of singapore from chinese garden mrt to wenyus hse at 10 in the morning. arrived at like 930 cause my dad fetched me there but thankgoodness jasmine was early too hee
so we waited for wenyu together haha

i had a blister from all the walking. shudnt have worn the stupid slippers.

went to kajiao joyce on math pt in the morning. den we decided we were hungry and went to take a bus so macdonalds to eat where we made a lot of noise though i dun think people stared at us. ahem hopefully.

haha den i left the notepad at the macdonalds counter where the manager (i think, since he was wearing a TIE) had to hand deliver to me at my seat haha. so malu heh.

discussed question 3 too! and to wenyu and jas: i am NOT all fluff okay. humph.

took a bus back and den we clowned around with her paino with jasmine screaming and shrieking all the way cause she cudnt get her hands to co ordinate when she played the song twinkle twinkle little star. haha so cute.

and THEN *drumroll* we finally got to work yay.

worked til bout 530 when my mum bugged me to hurry go westmall so she cud pick me up since i dunnoe which bus to take to get home oops.

anyway highlight of the day: we were stranded in the middle of the road. wenyu said, or so jasmine and i thought, tt we were supposed to take bus 123 but actually she was just counting the stops.

so the only bus which came to tt busstop, we yan3zheng1zheng1 just let it whizz past us. den we waited and waited and waited. i looked up and realised OMG theres only like one bus which comes.

so we SOSed wenyu and she said bus 154 not 123. SIGH

den we walked one busstop and saw bus 154. thankfully.

wad a day.

yes and i left my whole file at wenyus place.

SIGH.

HUIWEN!!! be a nice girl and scan over for me please?

hee thanks. you rock a million times ((:

what an interesting day.

woke up at 730. i wasnt gonna be late. until i cudnt find my socks. SIGHH

so me, being super pissed off had to wear my BROTHER'S STINKY FOOTBALL SOCKS which he wore the day before -.- i washed my feet with LOTS of soap mind you when i reached home. (please dun let me get fungi on my feet)

naturally i was running behind time because of certain unforeseen circumstances which included stinky garments.

but HEY i was early for once. WHEE. den i waited at the wrong escalator for huiwen ( yes dg mrt station still confuses me) so in the end she ended up waiting for me. agn yeah. heh

reached raffles place, where huiwen and wanlin kindly performed the hamster dance. ("100 % original" quote jiahui) den huiwen wanlin and hwee all zoomed down the escalator with the tin cans to catch the train to city hall, when I realised that we din hv the stickers yet.

so i shouted at them. everyone was like OMG. den tried to run up the stairs. i cheered hwee on ~~like some mad woman~~, while she ran up the escalator. However lin and huiwen performed the hamster dance. (u noe those CUTE lil weeny hamsters running on the wheel?) yeahh man.

wheel = escalator

i think we just embarraseed ourselves totally.

okay so after 20 mins of begging for money, it was alrdy damn -.-

not to mentioned we were shooed away by the security guard in the mrt station. well, we WERE stationed there after all.

on with the story. basically we ~~slacked half the time asked~~ asked for doantions with a nice BIG smile for the nx few hrs. den we decided to go for a break at uh suntec. walked allllll the way there with lin the expert (ahem) leading us to god noes where.

den we were summoned back to city hall, so we walked back agn ((:

LUNCH! so fun. WALKED to suntec agn ~~cos huiwen and i wanted to eat roti prata~~ but we became very clever and took the shuttle bus back and almost din wanna get out.

asked for more donations. i was desperate at my not even half filled tin can aft goodness how many hrs (while other ppl were on their 2nd tin can) oh well

not my fault tt HWEE HAD TO SNATCH ALL MY POTENTIAL CUSTOMERS!

yeah SOME MAN actually donated me a pack of biscuits when i asked for a donation

but i manged to fill half the can. i think. with help from huiwen who was happily stuffing bits of rolled up stickers in the tin can.

headed back to hougang to return the tins. executed our great persuading skills in huiwen den went to plaza sing to watch MONSTER IN LAW. haha wasnt a bad show. much better den madagascar actually

had a bit of spare time so we were just fooling around in yamaha den TIMES.

stupid alarm BEEPED when i walked out with huiwen. so embarassing cann. do i look like i just stole a piano from yamaha? riight. they shud seriously do smth to it. freaked me out okayys.

thus, huiwen and i have come to the conclusion that we drank too much newater (it has exactly 5.0 mg of sodium) which probably caused the alarm to sound cos uh sodium is metal? gee. how i ever manged to pass science i hv no idea.

lin was very interested in CERTAIN books which i shall not mention here. shoved the book in our faces with her big grin. den this person tried to walk pass us and she hurriedly tried to put the book back. but the woman saw the title. probably must be thinking what kinda books do rgs girls READ anwyay.

haha so malu

and i JUST had to miss the stupid bus stop so had to take the lrt back.

but no matter. at least i wasnt blur enough to take the wrong bus home like our dear lin here

oh well

what a day

and i think im sunburnt

next time when ppl ask me for doantions, i shall be NICE AND DONATE (not tt i dont' hee). yesyes

recommended readings:

http://yanzi-fan.blogspot.com
http://that-gurl.blogspot.com
http://empty-loneliness.blogspot.com

enjoy ((:

okay. SO my computer screwed up agn. SO i had to wind up packing dusty albums in stupid cupboard boxes. SO i had to spend all morning with pythagoras and trigo. SO i had to see the doctor agn for more medicine.

not to mention that doctor was telling us horror stories about how his manymany friends "conked out and died" because they had a cold and did nth about it. serious.

o.0 im like oo okayy.

Does the day get any better?

no ((:

Things to worry about at hand:

Chinese PT. Chinese Indiv PT. Math PT. Math Indiv PT. Research Studies.

not a lot huh. but a lot to DO if you're planning on slacking too.

so i just slacked a whole week off.

problem?

oh yeahh. all the pts start rolling in like some bloody avalanche.

the fact tt im moving house (AGAIN yeahh) does not bloody help a single BIT.

com just had to SCREW when i wanted to do some reading for the math pt.

gee. so ENCOURAGING.

lemme do myself a favour and make a nice TODO list to remind myself of uh. my ever so FREE holidays.

10) Sort out my stupid schedule which is in quite a mess. meetings for pts, dental, gatherings.. etc etc.

9) PACK my room (that is if i ever want to find my books agn when school reopens)

8) DO freaking RS. (well what to do, noone knows ((:)

7) Start on Math pt with the rest of the group

6) Chinese pt. (at least START something)

5) Chinese indiv (well the least i cud do is take pitures?)

4) Math indiv (we'll seee how THAT goes. ive had ENOUGH of math to last me a lifetime)

3)Tribune? (churn something feasible out for the stupid inter house)

2) try to uh. slack?

1) have we been at this before?

Here we go again. wheeee.

viscious cycle. ugh.

whee back again ((:

miss me? xp

anyway great discovery of the day:

trigo sucks.

big time.

spent an hours doing 3 questions. blehhs.

i can never fall in love with math.

so anyway i was so bored so i decided to eat.

found a whole tub of haagen daz coffee icecream so i decided to reward myself

(yes an hour of trigonometry deserves rewarding)

and i din feel very good after.

no thanks to linniepoo (hehs) who said i'll put on 10kg.

anywayy slacked around.

omg. i seriously need smth to do with my life.

hmm about that cross stitch which i abandoned last yr... xp

siigh if only my cough would just GO AWAYY.