Don't Close Your Eyes

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CRYSTAL is thankful to have finally graduated from the Raffles family in 2009.
She is not so ready to embark on the new phase of her life and she still enjoying bumming around.
If being a slacker is an occupation, she'd be a millionaire(:

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Chern Ping
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Enqi
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Isabel
Jasmine
Jiahui
Jolene
Maryam
Munchin' Mamas
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Peiting
Pingfang
Ruiling
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Icon: morphine_kissed

before i panic about my 4 pts and math test, i just want the world to know that my brother is an ass.

i nearly wanted to slap him until he flies to stay with the polar bears forever. seriously, i think today is the first day he psms-ed.

in the car, he said a remark, which to me was quite offensive.
so i said "how can you say that?" in a shocked and disbelieving tone.

and he got so angry he started yelling at me and my tone and whatever. hey, just these 4 words, and he started insulting me like crazy. like what the hell? that was totally uncalled for. even my mum was offended by his remark.

but whatever, it was all my fault, he blamed me totally, for uttering these 4 words. i got so angry i started shouting back at him. he totally ignored my mother who was trying to reason with him. how she didn't lost her temper i don't know. if i were her, i would have thrown him out of the car and make him walk home. then, my dad, mum and i would move house and he will never find us again.

so while we were in the lift, and he was still pms-ing and being such a retard. i decided to shut up and let him talk to himself. so i had on a black face crossed my arms and stared at the lift door. THEN HE WAS SAYING HOW MY POSTURE WAS VERY PROUD AND ALL THE CRAP. and how being in rgs is no big deal and that i think i'm very smart etc. and how i think i am very much better than him.

like hello? WHAT HAS THAT GOT TO DO WITH THE ISSUE.

what an ass, seriously.

i feel freaking @!#$%^&*() due to 1001 stupid reasons.

1. my blogskin sucks ):
2. I have a new pimple everyday! and the old ones aren't going off.
3. my scanner ain't working and i feel like kicking it.
4. my computer is so darn slow i have to wait for 5 minutes for a stupid page/programme to load. basically i just stare at the screen and stone. but after 30 seconds, i get so impatient i start clicking all over the place and voila, my com hangs. and i have to restart it over and over again.
5. i hv 4 pts and 3 weeks to work on it. (i don't know why, but i'm feeling super stressed over them)
6. I am leaving in about 3 days and no i haven't packed (still lots of time, who cares). that's the least of my worries. meaning i will only have about 2 weeks to work on m 4 pts.
7. Math test. i cannot sketch. so, 2 weeks to work on 4 pts and math.
8. xxx keeps calling me to do ridiculous stuff. is it just me, or does she not know other ppl's numbers?
9. My ss pt still isnt 1/4 done. spent an hour trying to format my printer into a3 size. but no, it still doesnt work. now i'm just printing, cutting and pasting.
10. Everything above all rolled up into one = life sucks.

okay such an angsty post. hopefull i will hv something better to blog abou tmr when i go out after celebs ):

SIGH. MY PTS. I AM SO SCARED I CAN'T FINSIH THEM.

i am quite a light sleeper. YEAH JIAHUI AND HUIWEN CAN VERIFY. i am always being woken up by their thrashing about -.-

so when my phone vibrated (it was in silent mode), i thought it might be something important, so i woke up to answer it. NOTE: IT WAS 4.30AM.

it was some guy who called. the conversation went like this

me: hello?

guy: (mumbles mumbles)

me: hello?? who's this speaking?

guy: (mumbles some more)

me: I THINK YOU'VE GOT THE WRONG NUMBER.

guy: oh.

me: (hangs up, pissed)

4.30AM AND YOU PRANK CALL ME? what the hell? at least prank call me at a more godly hour lahs. so i went back to sleep, but my phone KEPT VIBRATING. of course ignored it.

when i woke up at 6, i rememered this weird DREAM i had yesterday about the prank calling incident. but when i checked my phone, I HAD 3 MISSED CALLS. all from this insane person. so that concludes it, I HAVE A STALKER.

the number is like 6850xxxx. i can't remember and i can't be bothered to check -.- i am so going to check yellow pages okay.

anyway 6850 guy CALLED AGAIN. too bad i missed it, i think i was showering.

ANYWAY WHOEVER YOU ARE, I AM WAITING. -evil laughter-

when you call, watch out. YOU ARE GOING TO DIE FOR WAKING ME UP AT 430AM

.

yesterday was very eventful.

yuxuan, yumin and i headed down to longjohns aft school for lunch before heading to the MOE branch at Buona Vista. but somehow, we found ourselves stuffing down the food and rushing back to scgs for LSL instead, because the other group who was supposed to teach didn't turn up. so the teacher ic had to call us to come down instead -.- and the thing is, they comfirmed they were going to go tmr!!

yumin was really pissed off hahaha.

after that, we went back to buona vista for a meeting regarding the recording songs. WE ARE GOING TO CUT AN ALBUM (: ain't that cool! singing and piano and everything hahaha

after that the most retarded thing happened, i took the wrong bus home. right bus actually, wrong direction -.- and at first i thought the bus took a new route or something, before i actually realised that no, it is heading back to orchard. SIGH. alighted, had a hard time finding the opposite bus stop. oh and i met PRICILLA ANG. i stared at her. i think she didn't recognise me at all, but since i was in rg uniform and i was gaping at her like some weirdo she smiled at me. HAHA

and then i met my aunt on the bus, and my aunts friend with her ws laughing at me when they found out about my predicament.

later on, my ex piano teacher came on board. omggg. horrors, i don't think she recognised me, but i didn't want to look her way anyway. she didn't like me very much, because i never practiced the piano before lessons and pissed her off every week 0.o

in the end, i reached home at 8 o clock, when i could have reached at 7.

SIGH

and i feel so depressed. i think i'm losing the ability to play the piano already. i took like an hour to learn the stupid xiao3bai2chuan2 song, which is not even grade 1 standard.

at my grade, i'm supposed to be able to sight read that piece. and i can't even get it right until now! so loser -.-

looks like yuxuan will have to play the piano, and yumin and i will sing HAHAHA

CHINESE PT IS OVER! whoohoo. and that's one reason to celebrate.

although everyone forgot their lines, we managed to plough through it all! from sherry's problematic computer which often spouted gibberish whenever chinese is concerned, and elaine's hanshen problem ((:

seemed all so far away when i was still awake at 1am, pasting the stupid script on cue cards. and i didn't have enough glue. so i ended up shaking what's left of the contents in the glue bottle onto my hands, and smearing them on the cuecards. i had glue on the keyboard, my clothes, my hair, books. desk. i nearly wanted to chuck the mess out of the window.

and i am scraping dried glue off my table now, as i type -.-

130am, cuecards done. time to memorise lines! so there i was speaking to myself in my horrible weird sounding chinese in the dead of the night. my mum thought i was sleep talking.

but whatever, i DON'T think it was that bad. (apart from that time when sherry forgot her lines. so elaine decided to save her by "DINGDONG"-ing, announcing her arrival. i was about to open the imaginary door when sherry suddenly remembered her lines. so in the end, i couldn't open the door for elaine 0.o and we stood there staring at each other. oh yes. WE ALSO FORGOT TO GIVE OUR CONCLUSION. everyone was scrambling back to the computer when i suddenly remembered. "shit, where's my conclusion?!" so in the end i ended saying it without sherry. and i couldn't even finish it on time.)

okay, i hope it think it wasn't that bad. i haven't been so nervous for a long time during a presentation. my legs practically shook 0.o

ANYWAY I'M GLAD IT'S OVEEER.

next thing to worry about: PHYS SPA, ORALS, CHEM PT, PHYS PT SS PT, HIST PT, ENGLISH SA, EOYS.

in a nutshell, MY LIFE! ((:

let's talk about national day! a bit outdated but nvm haha

went to class to find a classroom almost empty. everyone was in the canteen lols. i like the dancer's tee and hair! the performance was really colourful and great(:

poor huiwen had speech day rehearsal, so she couldn't go out with us. hwee jas and i watched lakehouse! i think that was the first time that jas and i actually went out together. too bad they didn't wanna pierce in the end ): hahaha nor cut their hair. i would love to be their fashion advisor.

lakehouse! complicated plot. it was more worth it as a stay home movie than in the cinemas. jasmine did not understand it. hahaa neither did the other people, there was this girl who was explaining to her friend, and it didn't make much sense when she was explaining it either haha

cheers to nat who found her money. or rather, the honest person who picked up the money and returned it haha.

i totally feel like the guy in the lemsip advert. you know, he is like all sick and whatever, plowing through his work at 3am, but the next day the boss gets all impressed because he was sick yesterday and managed to churn out a sterling report.

except the boss being impressed part is never going to happen to me.

oh and yes. I AM DRINKING LEMSIP ~~BLOGGING~~ DOING MY CHINESE PT. lemsip totally does not work ): the lemon is artificial and this is my 2nd cup!

sniff sniff. i bet its the stupid bag of lays tt i ate on monday which caused the sore throat. and swimminng in my wet clothes on tues gave me the flu. AW man i was being spontaneous.
okay so now im sick and miserable, rushing out my stupid chinese pt, except tt i am gg to fail it.

i'm mad. i just realised microsoft word ACTUALLY COUNTED PUNCTUATION AS WORDS. cries.

this means i have to write more rubbish ):

anyway i am so amused

here is an excerpt of what qingyun typed in HER chinese book report:

前面有一个黑东西，上部是圆的，下部是方的。

哦，原来是个人。

OMG so funny right HAHAHA. i mean it totally does not sound like any form of human.

i will faint if i meet anyone who's top is round, bottom is square.

and CLICK IS SAD OKAY. at some parts, so i was justified to leak a few tears!! i mean, HE WAS THIS BIG MEANO WHO DIDN'T BOTHER TO SAY GOODBYE TO HIS DAD. and his dad DIED. SAD RIGHT?

jiahui is so retarded. HAHA too bad i didn't see it. there was this huge glass door, but she thought there wasn't any, so SMACK she bumped right into the door. omggg. i wished i had tt recorded ):

OKAY BACK TO CHINESE PT!

jiahui!!! thanks for helping me FIND THIS BLOGSKIN (: (: (; ANDDDD EVEN GOING TO THE TROUBLE OF CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN! i will forever be indebted to u!!!

are u reading this!

(: (: (:

hahahah sorry I can't help posting conversations lately. but jiahui is SUCH a gross poot to resist.

__crystaaal* take this wheel. &take it from my hands. says:
okay HAHA you go poop?

JIAHUI! says:yar i m pooping now. i unplugged my laptop and carried it. It's on my lap now. wanna webcam and see? Can also show you my toilet

__crystaaal* take this wheel. &take it from my hands. says:
HAHA okay! BUT DON'T SHOW ME YOUR BUTT!

JIAHUI! says:
big poop's coming out! need to concentrate. can't type.

__crystaaal* take this wheel. &take it from my hands. says:
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

LOL. okok. before jiahui murders me, she claims she wasn't pooping in the toilet while chatting with me. HUR. who knows? ((: